a twenty and some ones,182 and I thought about "accidentally" dropping my bag and walking away. But a small, frightened voice in the back of my soul warned me that they might be something worse than thieves.183
I listened intently to their quiet footsteps, which were much too quiet when compared to the boisterous noise they'd been making earlier, and it didn't sound like they were speeding up, or getting any closer to me. Breathe, I had to remind myself. You don't know for sure that they're following you. They might have just forgotten their keys at work, their jackets at their hovel, their... their...
I continued to walk as quickly as I could without actually running, focusing on the right-hand turn that was only a few yards away from me now. I could hear them, staying as far back as they'd been before. A blue car turned onto the street from the south and drove quickly past me. I thought of jumping out in front of it, of ending it all.
I reached the corner, but a swift glance revealed that it was only a blind drive to the back of another building. I was half-turned in anticipation; I had to hurriedly correct and dash across the narrow drive, back to the sidewalk. The street ended at the next corner, where there was a stop sign. I concentrated on the faint footsteps behind me, deciding whether or not to run. They sounded farther back, though, and I knew they could outrun me in any case. I was sure to trip and go sprawling if I tried to go any faster. The footfalls were definitely farther back. I risked a quick glance over my shoulder, and they were maybe forty feet back now, I saw with relief. But they were both staring at me, hard.



182. Best estimates place her total pocket-money to be between twenty-two and twenty-four dollars.
183. A list of things that, under Washington penal code, are worse than thieves: poachers.

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